Ducky Diaries: So.... This is happening.....

Tuesday, May 27, 2014

So.... This is happening.....

Exactly One year ago today at 10:00 p.m.  I was reading Boo Bear a bed time story and feeling terrified and unsure. 

Would I have enough love for two babies?  Would Boo Bear feel left out?  Would D.i.c. be able to take care of two babies, if I died??? 

I snuggled him well after he was asleep, watching him breathe and move whenever Zo would contort my overstretched, cramped stomach and kick him...

Afterwards I waddled around the house going over my check list 100 more times, certain I would forget something of utter importance for my hospital stay.

6:00 a.m. May 28th, 2013 came way too quickly after a night of minimal sleep.

 I kissed Bear as many times as I could while he looked at me like I was crazy and then went over every detail of his routine with granny before allowing D.i.c. to persuade me into our car....

After 8 days of Zo ignoring her expected arrival and lots of high blood pressure scares it was time for my induction.

We started at 9:00 a.m. and by 9:12 p.m. my fuzzy haired angelic daughter was in my arms and my heart.

She has been my snuggle buddy for a year now.  A very long, extremely fast paced year.  She has mended me in a way only a daughter orphaned by her mother can understand.  To say I am blessed feels like a lie because I am so much more than blessed.

Happy Birthday my saucy little Zo-Mamma!  Thank you for coming 2 years early and showing us that life is sometimes best left unplanned. 

  1 minute old

2 weeks old
3 months old

5 months old
9 months old
11 months 3 weeks 6 days

You are my sunshine!

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