Ducky Diaries: The days I forget to remember.... My dearest child....

Saturday, September 1, 2012

The days I forget to remember.... My dearest child....

                                                  ~ A Love Letter to my Child~



         The song that inspired this post.  ^^^^^^    <---- click here for music.



 My dearest child,

                  there are days where I forget to remember, but then, I am hit with a moment so deep, so still, so there....    It takes place in the past where we were one.



                   You would think it would be too difficult to remember every moment, but I do.  Even if the memories feel lost at times.  There's a locket I keep in my heart which contains all  the thoughts, the worry, the excitement, the anticipation.  Who are you? Who will you be? When will you get here?  What will you look like?  What if you don't match your name?  What if you have 6 toes?  What color is your hair and your eyes?  Will you love me as much as I love you?

                   It's all there....  In that locket inside my heart.....



 At times, I look at you and I am at a loss for words, so lost for words that I lose a few tears down my cheek.  Who are you? Who will you be?  Did I really have a part in your creation?  How did you become so amazing?

  Because you are, my dear, simply amazing.....   In reality there is no simply, you are, in fact, amazing....


Extraordinary...

 That fits you better....

 You really do fit that description...


ex·traor·di·nar·y/ikˈstrôrdnˌerē/

Adjective:
  1. Very unusual or remarkable.
  2. Unusually great.


                  My dearest child,

 I will always know you better than anyone else.  Even when I feel I may lose you, to the world. Even when you do something I don't agree with. Even if you turn out differently than I expected...


Even though you are you and I am me...   We were one before anything else.....

        And that will never change even on the days when we forget to remember........


* this is for my fellow moms....  May we never forget to remember......  *










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